Thanks Cherry. It was a tough night for me, but feel better this morning. Almost sent a text to H this morning, but I stopped myself. Still would like any tips on how to go dark that way. I stopped myself this morning, but I'm texting or calling him without even thinking about it. I try to stop myself and ask what will it do for me, which works sometimes, but not when I do it unthinking.
Get a rubber band on your wrist and before you call or text him, snap it and then see if you still want to do it!
