I didn't actuallu feel as bad and as lonely as the last time. We talked a bit and he seems like he's starting to question his current lifestyle choices. He said he had seen changes in me that makes him question his thoughts. We talked quite a bit, and even when he was telling me about his EA I made sure I remained calm. He actually pointed out he was shocked how cool and relaxed I was being about everything (my 180s, and my detachment working). I am fairly confused, determined for sure. Making sure that even though I've had a glimmer of hope I don't slip into bad ways. GALing today, trying not to think, trying not to raise hope. Praying. I think it's safe to say yeaterday I think we both genuinely enjoyed spending time together and had a lot of laughs, and a lot of open honest convo. I made sure to validate and listen where necessary too. And if I say so myself, I was and am the girl he would be a fool to let go of.
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16