I didn't actuallu feel as bad and as lonely as the last time. We talked a bit and he seems like he's starting to question his current lifestyle choices. He said he had seen changes in me that makes him question his thoughts. We talked quite a bit, and even when he was telling me about his EA I made sure I remained calm. He actually pointed out he was shocked how cool and relaxed I was being about everything (my 180s, and my detachment working). I am fairly confused, determined for sure. Making sure that even though I've had a glimmer of hope I don't slip into bad ways. GALing today, trying not to think, trying not to raise hope. Praying. I think it's safe to say yeaterday I think we both genuinely enjoyed spending time together and had a lot of laughs, and a lot of open honest convo. I made sure to validate and listen where necessary too. And if I say so myself, I was and am the girl he would be a fool to let go of.


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16