Do you have the game "hitting the pot" in your country? This is exactly how I feel. I am a toddler with a spoon in my hand, waiting for the noise of the pot. I am hitting on plenty of things, waiting for the right noise inside of my mind, so that I can finally say : "alright, now I understand."


Me 46
W 45
S16 D14 S10
M 20 yrs in June T22
12/14 sleeping in different rooms
01/07/15 she said she wants a separation
02/26/15 I moved out