Hi Cherry, although I'm not sure that sex was the best idea, I do believe that there's love in his eyes. I think our H's are so confused that they are on a pendulum swing. One moment they want what they've had and remember the love, and the next moment they are demonizing us. So I wouldn't feel stupid for loving your H and being with him, whether it's the right thing or not. No one else, even on here, can tell what's right for you. Only you are living through your experience. Does that make sense?


M 46 / H 43
T 24/M 18
S 4
11/6/2014 ILYBNILWY
1/16/2015 Living in separate bedroom
1/8/2016 H moved out