hold on! - 9

[u-turn]

I agree that this could be a step - I don't know how far it would go though and with my feelings and attitude lately - I would now have to change in order to be receptive to these things (set every feeling aside and see if she could do this).

If I were to give this to her I may add - *want to end the A and recommit to the marriage. and *research affairs/peas.

I do feel like we are at the precipice - we are both tired/exhausted of being this way. (and she has so many things that are working with her emotions right now - dui court date in less than a month, lies to everyone with an unhappy husband that knows everything, currently driving on a suspended license, sleeping on couch every night). I hope all of this doesn't just push her to look for her fix to cheer her up.

Thanks Peter