I'm happy I'm still here but I stayed here out of fear and anger, at least in the beginning. Fear of everything (money, new mortgage, moving on my own, etc) and anger about "Just another way (H) screwed up my life."
I can see very clearly that I was holding on to what I thought "should" be and creating my own suffering.
Several people encouraged me to just wait for that storm of emotion to pass and it did. Even a little further down the road I got to a place where I knew that I would be fine and maybe even better, no matter where I landed.
I let go. Took a leap of faith that all would be OK just as your tag line says. Just as it seems you're doing.
Dr Strangelove: How I learned to stop worrying and love the bomb.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
