((((((((((((((((((((((((( CATHY )))))))))))))))))))))))))

I'm sorry that is as big a hug as I can give from here.

Cathy, it sounds like you need a "Calgon" moment! Maybe plan to do something for yourself this evening? ... something you find relaxful.

It sounds like you are doubting yourself today ... that's OK ... it happens ... just let it pass ... and it will pass, because ...

being easy going is not the same as being a doormat!

You are a caring wonderful person who treats all others with respect and deserves to be treated the same.

I'm sooo sorry you are not getting that from H now. Simply, I think I think he is acting out on his greatest fear ... that being ... ending up alone. He knows you will be able enjoy a good life without him and he had ended up in a place where he feels he is all alone and it is hurting like he!! and maybe even feels like this is what he deserves. So he pushes people away as a way of getting what he deserves ... a penance he is carrying out to atone for his guilt.

Let the day pass Cathy ... let it be ... better days will return soon.

_/\_o ____o _/\_o

'til later,
KAW