MY TRAGIC WAW STORY PART V

[ItHurts]

Thanks Pilot! Yeah I'm not responding. Let sleeping WAWs lay. I have a actually become quite fond of a waitress that I've known since about the time I started going out to this local club every weekend...around the time after the initial Hiroshima...almost a year ago already. We've always had a little thing between us but it has developed slowly but lately things are a bit more open with us because we actually talked about it.

Anyway, I would be interested now to go back and read my posts here from last year this time when everything seemed so destitude. I'd read stories here back then here about people where this same WAW thing had happened to them and after a year or so they were established in a new life. I couldn't even imagine it back then when I first posted my sitch here...that I would ever be able to "get there" in terms of life without WAW after 18 years.

Still here I am in the very place I'd never thought I'd be...where WAW not being around is now the norm...a comfortable one for the most part. I still admittedly think about reconciliation but as I've said before I just think of it as either way...either outcome I want, reconcile or not, has to come via the same way...living for myself. Makes my course of action simple. I will say it blew my socks off when that text came in earlier tonight. Never, ever expected to hear from WAW. Today also marks a milestone...it is a full cycle of holidays apart. The blueprint is laid now...I never have to say that getting through a holiday is hard again...been there, done that, got the shirt! LOL!