Just returned "home" from the parents' house. Kids a had a great time searching for Easter loot. They crashed like a couple of strung out addicts on the way back to our house.
I had to put on the happy face as EX had a little Easter hunt set up for them. No hug from me this time. I'm trying to be upbeat and distant at the same time. No flirting from Closer!
I have been dreading her being back at the house this week. I feel like an idiot for letting her pull me back into this effed up situation every week. Having her here is great for the kids, but isn't good at all for me. She knows how to pull me back in. She's all business until I flirt with her or get close. As soon as I make the first move she reciprocates and gets "very: friendly and BOOM, I'm back to square one.
My plans for this week are: 1. Do not go to bed when she does. 2. No flirting, hugs, back rubs, etc. (bad!!) 3. No texts or call unless someone needs stitches or something is on fire. 4. I'm starting any conversation. Not engaging any emotional/personal
Arrrgh, she just walked to the laundry room in nothing but boy shorts and a hot sports bra.
Seriously, she's the devil.
M:42 W:43 T:14 M:10 S:9 D:5 W filed 12/22/14 EA 12/31/14 PA 4/10/15 D final 5/13/15
