Thanks all. It's so difficult I guess holidays and anniversaries are going to be tough for us all . Just another day I guess. But it was seeing families that got to me too. Makes you really miss your other half.

He is going to regret missing these moments with baby if nothing else. But I don't tell him that. I just hope he realises before too long

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16