Today took baby out for a walk and to do an egg hunt with family and friends. I was getting by just fine and then BAM it hit me. Crazy crazy anxiety. It doesn't help that I went to a place me and h would go while dating and go for long walks almost every weekend.
I miss him so unbelievably much. I just want him back. I would do almost anything to have him and hold him again. Haven't heard from him today. Haven't seen him since Friday.


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16