Devotion To A Dream 3

[phunguy]

Thanks bro, you be tough! I know it's painful. But we don't deserve to be treated this way.

I filed with her at the courthouse Friday before work. I've been numb ever since. W is nothing but claws and hate. I have to deal with her until she gets an apartment. It's so messed up, listening to her talk today, I can't believe she is in a good place and am worried for her. I told her that I am still not n shock and hoped that Friday might shake her out of it. Nope out all night getting drunk and God knows what else didn't come home till roughly noon today. I couldn't contain myself and ripped into her a bit and told her I was sick of her behavior and she's not 21 anymore to grow up! This was not her crash pad this is my home and not a flop house if she keeps doing it I will kick her out. I told her to remove the rest of her things from my master bedroom. She's working on that this evening. I'm done. I can't barely look at her without being angry. I have to work on this harder now. She has 20 days to file a response after that I get everything I want. She basically gave up on fighting for anything including her children and agreed to give me full custody as long as I allowed her 50/50 time. Now it's a matter of time. I know now that no matter what happens to me I can be strong. I can take care of myself and I can take care of my kids. Maybe some day I'll meet a nice woman and fall in love again but for now I'm focusing on me and healing this broken heart.