I was fine. We went in of course she sat with me. D14 then sat with me and her and I were laughing and goofing off the whole time. I had some minor small talk with her. Then they called for food I jumped up and went real quick and never looked back.
D14 ran up to me in line and said keep doing what you are doing because she is baffled. So I was eating brussel sprouts and W goes they aren't as good as mine. I said they are better your food all taste like a**. We both started laughing. Then I don't know how it came up but somehow she asked if I hated her and I looked her straight in the eye and said honestly I do hate you.
I then when and sat with other friends that were there and she sat there all alone. She was looking up at the sky and playing on her phone, not looking happy. D14 of course followed me and we were in the center of the room as the life of the party.
I may not be able to save my marriage but I actually feel really good right now. I don't feel like a doormat right now.
Well done - keep it up!
-PM
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.
