Well, didn't know my You Tube link was a no no. Anyway, to those who wish to read my moderated post here goes. I didn't do the duet today with AM. I began feeling tired and achy yesterday and this morning I was coughing and feeling like crap. I texted pastor not to pick me up and AM to tell her she was going solo. I felt bad but AM has no problem singing solo. Anyway, I also had a fight with my daughter yesterday. It's their mother's birthday and they want to take her out for dinner so I told them they'd have to pay for it. Nobody seems to get that their father is freakin' poor! I don't have a car now 'cuz I can't afford one. We had a blowout. I felt like crap and my temper got the best of me. We didn't talk again until this afternoon. AM texted me to see how I was feeling and we talked. I told her about the fight and we talked about it for a bit. I also told her how I was feeling...I shared what I was really "feeling" and told her it was hard for me to do that with her. She said "Awwwwwww" Anyway, after that I decided to go to my daughter and apologize for losing my temper. I shared how I felt and we talked and she apologized too. So all is well...except I still feel like crap, just a little less so.


Divorced February 27, 2012.

"Only by love is love awakened".~ Ellen G White