Welcome home! I'm sure in some ways you are happy to be home. The ghost is still there, but in time, that ghost will not be given a second thought as your life begins a new chapter.
Sounds like you had a nice trip, even w/the babies everywhere! As for the plane ride...babies usually don't do well when taking off and landing because the changes in the atmosphere hurt their little ears and when one starts to cry, they all chime in. You had your own orchestra! LOL! I'm sorry that had to happen...but spring break brings them all out of the wood work.
You needed a break from the madness and I'm glad you took that break. Let's hope that things will settle down and remain quiet for you and the kids.
Happy Easter!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.