Part 17 - Edz, living in interesting times

[edz]

Hi guys

All slow ahead toots. No benefit in rushing at anything especially after a chat last night gave me the take away points that she needs everyone to stop pushing her (she said I'm not doing this its friends suggesting dating etc her mother asking what she's doing and suggestions on work action etc its all a bit much) as well as she knows I've changed its impossible not to see for a start I'm the smallest I've been since 2003 when we both put on a lot of weight. I think she's more seeing if the personality 180s and especially relation with s stick or if there's backsliding she's most afraid I think of trying and having to leave again and the impact on s. My job to stay consistent and that's not a problem, told her this is me now and I'm getting on with things and that's completely the case.

Not going to torture myself or worry either or at least attempt not to, im just kicking back. Today has been normal start no exercises since swimming was first thing but showered nice clothes hair tidy and gelled, shaved, cologne etc and then round to w and taking sons friend back to his mum (helped w reassemble S's room after the sleepover to save her back while they finished breakfast) and hour and a half in the pool with s, shopping for lunch tomorrow (will be making roast lamb,roast potatoes carrots spring greens broccoli Yorkshire pudding and a strawberry flan) kicking back with a coffee right now and trying not to think of eating! S having a rest after apparently being up half the night with friend.

W off to lunch with a work friend w and she worked at the job she's now leaving so they're having a good natter. W did say she didn't really want to go but I said shed enjoy it if she did and ironically she's turning quite reluctant to go out so she's off suggested she have a nap while shes got the opportunity.as s and friend kept her awake as well!

S and I are off out again in 30 mins or so for a nice tablecloth and a few bits from home base much to his grumblings of sore feet!

Thanks for the recommendation v, little red corvette came on my music player you popped into my head then there was your post just got a dino Romagna doc sangiovese a pinotage Shiraz and a Chardonnay viognier from tesco so will give yours a try next week!

Other than that tonight will be time playing with s and then a bath after today, tomorrow will be housework and cooking then not sure Monday open right now but I know w and s are going to mil for spag bol so I may well sort out my remaining old clothes and go up to the charity collection area and possibly get a cheap wardrobe and some more soft furnish bits as I want some more hominess here we shall see.

Yoga is Wednesday toots bank holiday delayed it a bit and I got the day wrong too doh!