I agree with Mirage - the pain is immense, but not to feel it, for whatever reason, and to work through it, is to lose something.

I assure you that i didn't think this, believe this or feel this when I was there. I wanted it to stop. I wanted it to be over.

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Take time to find the silver linings in this part of your life. It is well worth it.


this is so true. Take care. It is normal to feel pain, and it will go. The exhaustion is part of the healing process.