I for one understand your anger, your exhaustion and tiredness at the situation. This is all normal. There is no time line to the process for the LBS. It is a journey of healing, one that if you let your soul lead you through you will get to where you need to be.
I know this stinks.
All I can tell you is this. There is a better place mentally then where you are today. I understand the feeling of losing the person you thought would be there forever.
The part of this journey that is often missed(my opinion). Is that you should be your own best friend. When you are by yourself(are you really). The internal strength that can be gained from this experience is enormous. Take time to find the silver linings in this part of your life. It is well worth it.
