Confused and mix messages. Part 3

[Cherry]

Yeah you're right. I'm going to make sure I don't text/call unless absolutely necessary. I haven't since he messaged me yesterday. And like you said, he knows where I stand, I've said my point so just leave it at that.

I was looking at my goals, and when answering "what would this look like" one of my things is better communication- which he is talking and telling me about his work and such for the first time in months. And he's smiling and laughing. Maybe this but coupled with lovingly distancing and trying to detach. Like still not being the first to start a conversation. Keep up with my 180s etc.

This is difficult, I'd love to sleep for more than a couple hours a night! Going to get out and keep busy. Meet with one of my girls this afternoon with baby