Alpha One, Alpha All #

[alpha99]

W has called twice this morning. I answered the second time and put the kids straight on the phone. After she asked them if they were 'ok with daddy' I spoke to her briefly. She had nothing to say, seemed to hang on the phone slightly more than normal too. The one interesting comment she made was how it was strange not to have the kids with her waking her up early morning. I thought to myself 'well, get used to it love.' She said I didn't sound happy (I'm just tired, haven't slept well) and that was that.

I have a busy day planned with the kids; visit relatives, go to the park, and a trip out this afternoon somewhere nice in the car with them.

I'm focused on the kids and being in the moment but like all of us here, I never dreamt this would be our lives. It just doesn't seem right.