I am so very sorry. You have a good attitude! It really hurts, I know, but right now you are doing all you can.
As Lorelai mentioned, keep posting and keep with your positive changes.
If your husband notices your changes, there is certainly a chance he could reconsider.
Please don't give up!
Me:55 yrs/W:51 yrs (has MS) M:14 yrs T:15 yrs No children together--3 each from previous marriages Wife Moved Out: 10/19/14 Wife Filed for Divorce: 10/20/14 Divorce Final: 10/21/15