Something seems to be missing in your story. You concentrate alot on what you perceive are your W's faults, calling her a "domestic pig", young, inexperienced, etc., while you paint your "faults" as being almost a noble thing. You said you were older, mentor, wiser, etc.
You really do have a low opinion of her. I can see why she would get turned off by you. To preface, we've seen MANY posters like yourself and take the same tone. You'll disagree and argue with the assessment, but it really doesn't matter what YOU think. It matters what your WIFE thinks.
Be honest now. How did you treat her. What were the NEGATIVE things that you did to contribute to your marital problems? I see that control was a big issue on your part. Give us specifics. It's only when you can brutally see yourself in the mirror and let it all out here can you get on the road to save your M.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
