Thanks V - let it go - I did/tried - internalized it.
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S20 is coming home tonight. This is big news for me and cannot wait to see him. I've learned to not have "many" expectations though. He did text me - which brought up the previous text from dec 21. where he was saying good riddance to me. (I don't delete any texts. yeesh what a downer it was to see that)
I wish we were not such a mess and I hope it doesn't drive him away again when he sees us. I guess - put on a happy face and enjoy the moment with the entire family - right?
Me-45 W-44 S21, S18, D15 T-27, M-21 BD Jan 2014 PA revealed March 2014 In-house separation - April 2015 I filed - Aug 2015 She moved out Oct 2015