Sorry you're having a rough day. From what you describe above, it's a head and heart scenario. You logically know all that has happened and what you need to do - but your heart is slower to catch on. It sounds like you are doing all the right things though. The only thing I would caution on is that second to last paragraph with the nevers and feeling like a failure. Only because, who knows what the future may hold?
Take Care ((Kramer))
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus
