I shouldn't expect too much of myself I suppose. It is only 3 months since BD. 2 months since frantic, shock, pleading, fighting for the marriage in person stopped, 1 month since it stopped by email etc and covertly via her parents etc and still going in my heart. Never had a whole day that is good. This afternoon was depressed over loss of family, not particularly W. Cleaned out car and found some of W's stuff. depressed about wife. Talked to an old friend - depressed about everything frown.


M: 6 T: 12
Kids: 2,4
BD: Jan 2015 S: Feb 2015
EA/PA confirmed: Feb2015/Mar2015