Zelda - I want it all, all right now.

[Ggrass]

Zelda, that clips so graffic it had me in tears, and yet I was never punched.

My child was, there were other things he did do that I cannot go into here. They are just as bad and demoralising as punching. Threats that he knew I userstood, but no one,else saw as real. They saw me in public as the in charge one, it often makes me think I was the abuser. H makes out I am the crazed one. Some days I almost believe it still now a year on.

The r and that list you made is a narcs list, for your h. The reason why h is happy to leave and be gone is narcs don't need dead emtional supply. You are dead used up, mine used the words used up dirty tissue.

Same words he used about his first wife. It's a pattern, it won't get better without huge intervention.