Depress, my counselor asked me a question a session or two after my W stopped going. The thought has been in my mind since and while I don't like it at times, who am I to say it isn't true. I'm going to ask you the same.

How do you know this isn't God's plan for you and H right now?

You have been given an opportunity to make some great changes in your lives through this hardship. God may be presenting you this chance because he wants you to become more than you are now. We may not see the path, like the path, or even want this path. However, we might NEED this path for us. Until we take it and see it to the end we don't know what will come of it.

Keep an open mind, if you focus on yourself and make changes you will be happier no matter what. Yes, that may be without H, but maybe it will be. Who's to say our paths don't snake around and meet back up in the future that you can't see because your resisting so much. Don't fight so hard to what you can't control. Control the parts you can (yourself) and let God take care of the rest.

Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be