Zues126 what you said makes perfect sense. I feel a lot better now than I did a week ago. I am starting to do things and move on with life. But I have to admit I miss having my W going on the ride with me. There was a time I held my phone non stop hoping she would text and if she didn't I would make up an excuse to text her. Now I don't ever initiate the text and at the same time do not expect any texts.
Me: 36 W: 36 D: 14 T: 18 (05/1997) M: 16 (05/1999) BD: 7/23/15 Separation 01/2015 D mentioned and started 02/2015 D filed 3/2015 OM confirmed 3/30/15