Wow NLS..... my situation sounds very similar to yours except I'm the H that desperately does NOT want my W to finalize anything with me. She filed and I responded, but thats where we sit. Much like your situation, we have been amicable, I protested the D and asked for a final go at the relationship which she refused. So, much like you... I accepted her decision, said it wasn't what I wanted, but I would not fight her.
I feel we are in the same boat in similar rough seas. The only happiness I get is from my kids. But daily, I'm reminded she is not there. Good luck NLS.... just know you've got a fan and someone else in your corner fighting the same battle. You're not alone.
Me-35 W- 30 Married Jul 2010
S - 4 BD - 23 Mar 15 I responded to filing 27 Mar 15 OM suspected in Feb OM confirmed 7 Apr
Song Casting crowns - Broken together (amazing song check it out on youtube)