Oh-- and when I say "without the dark days" I mean specifically the depression. I do have "dark days" when I find my situation with H difficult, but the "being depressed for no reason" mood swings have pretty much subsided. Now I have an actual reason to be sad, but I think I'm handling it as well as I can and accepting the situation no matter how it goes--just imagine how much worse off I'd be though if I hadn't addressed the depression!
Me: 38 H: 43 Kids: 2,4 T10 M6 BD: 1/14 11/14: H moves out
