I can't get in with a counselor for two weeks. I really wanted to start ASAP. I need to get control of my life again. The roller coaster is really taking its toll on me.
I did take D14 to get her clothes from W's. I said hi to W in a positive way and then started playing with the dog. She then came over and showed me what she had made for dinner and asked me if I wanted some. I ate a couple bites of it. Then we left W hugged D14 and her friend when we were leaving and looked confused on what to do when I walked by she partially reached for a hug but I just walked by in a polite way.
Even though I would love to reconcile I can not put myself all out there again. I need to protect myself. This situation has done a lot of damage to me. That does not mean I can't get over it but I can't keep biting on all the mixed singles.
Me: 36 W: 36 D: 14 T: 18 (05/1997) M: 16 (05/1999) BD: 7/23/15 Separation 01/2015 D mentioned and started 02/2015 D filed 3/2015 OM confirmed 3/30/15
