Confused and mix messages. Part 3

[Elly4]

I agree with Cadet. You should just go. I passionately love my H and he's my best friend in the world (before this all started) but when I went away with my S over President's Day it was the most relaxed that I have been since this all started. Go and enjoy you and your baby. I had so much fun on mine, that I'm heading out again at the end of April.