Put one foot in front of the other...

[Cherry]

I really feel for you. I know exactly how you feel. h is constantly out so I'm by myself with baby, plus when he is actually around- he doesn't really have time or patience for baby.
With regards to an OW, I would listen to your gut and brace yourself just incase. My h has always said how married men- especially fathers who have a's make him sick. He has become the man he detests who I never thought he would be.
It's hard, it really is. But you're doing good. Keep up with the GALing and do whatever it takes to put a smile on your face.
It sounds like your H is a bit jelous of the attention your s gets from you. Might not be the catalyst but in my sitch that seems to have been.