Thanks Maybell.

It seems as if I really was never good enough for her, I know that's how I felt at times. Funny thing is, we are a 93% match in spite of all her changes. Who knows, this may just be part of her journey. Her flight of fancy may crash and burn.

The one thing I'm absolutely certain of is I have no control over that & there is nothing I can do to change it. All I can do is love her from afar right now & treat her the way I would want to be treated. Not because of expectations that she treat me that way (although I wouldn't turn that down) but because it's who I am now & the right thing to do.

Last edited by bravo61; 04/02/15 06:49 PM.

M40 XW35
M11 T15
S9 D5
Bomb 6/3/14
Papers del 10/3/14
D final 12/5/14

I wish I could love you and make you believe it
'Cause that's all you ever wanted
From me