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I agree TenBook. It never ceases to amaze me how similar many stories on this board are. From both the LBS and WAS, WW side.

These boards are a great resource for education. It's also nice to also know that I'm not the only one struggling with D, infidelity, and DBing.

The downside is that I know my W is fairly early in her EA. The fog is thick and her desire to take the R with OM is strong. It's difficult to be around her and put on the happy face. She has lied so much, I believe everything that comes out of her mouth is a lie. Why would anyone want to be with a person like that? Why do I.

Today I'm feeling very stressed with having her back in the house. All she talks about it is the D, selling the house, repairing the house, who gets what. Everything is focused on us having separate lives. I try to engage those conversations as if they are a business discussion, but I think she sees through that. There's so much I want to say to her, but I don't.

Tonight the kids are staying over at my parent's house. It's holiday tomorrow, so no school and it's "my weekend" with the kids. Since she goes to her mother's house every Fri, Sat, and Sun, I thought we could spend tonight clearing out the house. She had made plans to go out to dinner with friends. I know I should feel anything, but I do.

I need to vent a bit. Last week, she asked me if she could come back to the house. I know I probably should have said no. She offered to help prep for the sale and to help with the kids. Seemed like a good deal to me.

She hasn't done ANYTHING as far as house. She's home all day. She never misses a work out, tanning, or Dr. Phil. She picks up the kids from school and has them for 4 hours. I know they can be a handful sometimes, but let me at least put my bag down before you start. I know they make you crazy when they're picking and fighting with each other. I know it's hard to FB msg your OM when need things like food or drinks. So, you worked out, went tanning, and watched Dr. Phil. Awesome day!

Meh, I feel no better.