Thing is - feelings change. No one really know how they'll be feeling a week, month, year from now. Right?
another concern of mine. how they'll feel in 6 years, 12 years? as in 6, 12 years ago she was in love with me. now she is just not.
maybe she genuinely fell out of love with me? she must've I reason. How else could she do this to me? Did i fall out of love with her? To be honest, I think I did. but not with her exactly, the person that she was and i was because of our lifestyle. I could see that lifestyle about to change, and i could see an even better future than the past which was so special.
I can only see a "new-ish" relationship blossoming perhaps as there has been too much said in the past two months to ignore. I can entertain this idea, she absolutely can not. in reality though, whilst i am behind the eight ball, she too has been damaged in my eyes. the girl who was once more beautiful than i had dreamed possible is now the most cruel person i ever imagined.
M: 6 T: 12 Kids: 2,4 BD: Jan 2015 S: Feb 2015 EA/PA confirmed: Feb2015/Mar2015
