Please go and take care, chat to your doctor. This is nothing you have to do alone.
I sense that you are like a rabbit looking at the headlights of an oncoming car. This is a very sad time, difficulties at home, a sensation of lack of achievement at work. Your head teacher sounds very valuable too as a resource.
Msd you are struggling alone and really that may not be the best way, seeking help is a strength. Discussing your choices with an independent party deciding if teaching is the right choice and which type of involvement are big decisions.
If you were choosing a pension, selecting an investment, looking at a complex legal case, having serious surgery then you would take advice and go looking for resources. This is the same, two major life events and serious change to face with lowered confidence, really tough. Msd use every resource you have and amoung those is extra medical help. You may also want career advice. Can your head help with a resource or contact. You seem to want to adopt the English reserve position, that is fine, and extra resources and help can be part of that.
Msd remember that the sense of feeling insufficient is compounded by life events, two life events more than doubles the feeling. So this may be quadruple the effect of a single issue. Work and home, RPP also faced this double whammy according to my notes.
I prefer to see this as an opportunity for you to grow and change and it could be delicious strength to have support through this, so that Msd can move faster to where she needs to go.
I recollect a brave Msd going GAL to new destinations in the city one night. This bravery is in Msd to use and gives her strength.
V
Last edited by Vanilla; 04/02/1508:25 AM.
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
