Yes i am having a hard time letting go. Even though i know its something i need to do. I want to believe her about the couseling, but i know deep in my heart no one could really love you and do you this way. I asked the couselor yesterday what she thought. She tells me it can be fixed. That i should not give up.I do realize my wife has some serious issues from her child hood that i feel has to do with some of her actions. Its just hard to walk a way. I know you think i am an idiot.
