Need Help 3

[errod]

If you want me to answer honestly no I have not learned. I have been acting in absolute total desperation. I would not attract myself.

Now of course my excuse is, which is not a good excuse was that there was so much smoke, I wanted to find closure. Which I kind of did. Yes I still would be willing to work on my marriage. But I also now know that I did not cause this D.

I just get confused why someone files for D, constantly tells you that they can date. Then when you pick up the trail in the early stage they deny it.

I can not wait until I start seeing a counselor. I have some issues that I need to work through.