"I say I am done because I have to be done for my own health."
Have you gotten stronger through any of this? You shouldn't be "done" because of fear.
If you see your W tonite and don't want to sit by her, then don't. If you want to sit with her, then do. Simple as that.
Be sure that when you talk to your D though, that get her honest feelings. Have you learned anything about how to communicate effectively with your W and D?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.