The journaling sounds like WW is trying to box you in, know your feelings, movements etc.

This is what I am afraid of.

Aside from me going full on psychopath and following her around or hiring a PI, I have no intel. I don't think I want to live that way.

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I had a major and almost uncontrollable break down last night - it makes me worry about my own sanity and well being. I will update later.

I am finding an IC for myself today.


Me-45 W-44
S21, S18, D15
T-27, M-21
BD Jan 2014
PA revealed March 2014
In-house separation - April 2015
I filed - Aug 2015
She moved out Oct 2015