errod,I am sorry to hear about what you are going through - it's tough, I know.
Failing to plan is planning to fail. So what's your plan?
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M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.