Aw - thanks you guys for the various comments and hugs. It's much appreciated. I feel a bit tearful and emotional this morning. I certainly don't have positive expectations today. More a sense of waiting for the guillotine to fall. That's not great either I know, and I should just try to keep any expectations to neutral. I'll do my best.

Twin, I think you are right. Things are still foggy, and I guess that's why I feel the way I do. Not hopeless as such, but realistic that the tide doesn't seem to be turning in favour of me and our marriage just now.

Jim, no the job hasn't started yet. But it looks as though it may be advertised next week, so I'll keep you posted. Probably my new working regime will start later this month. I'll be working from home today, and later going to see Mum in respite on the way to yoga GAL this evening. Looks like a nice spring day outside, but it's probably freezing!

Have a good day all xx

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus