Wife ready to walk away

[Miler]

Well, she still hasn't filed. However, all the signs are there though.... She's looking for apartments, she's applied for 2 jobs, and she's called our realtor to talk about putting the worse on the market.

Interestingly, she is being nice, starting conversations, asking how my day went. She even slipped the other day and said it was so hard not letting me know that she could be making a mistake by walking away from the relationship. The started crying and then hung up the phone. I let her be...

I started running again, which wasn't particularly fun...I'm outta shape. I also started thinking about creative ways to better myself at work. I got some self-help books about working on me and will really use this time to not have to worry about a partner, and worry about improving me. I can't make her stay if she's miserable, but I can make her want the new and improved me.