Hey TenBook, I think the article was actually a MWD on youtube. I tried to find it an link it, but there's so many videos and I haven't been able to find it. I'll keep looking.

I've been reading and watching so much, it's all blending together. I need to take a break for a bit.

W is back in the house. We're being "neighbors". I haven't asked her to move out of the MBR. I don't think I will. Things are pretty smooth. I'm keeping my mouth shut and being neighborly.

Oddly enough, I was reading your WW, DB and DR thread and something Starsky posted make me really, really think about my entire M.

"Am I in love with this person as she is, or am I in love with some IMAGE of what I THINK she should be?"

I'm in love with the image. She will never be what I think she should be. She has never been what I think she be. I KNOW I can't be what she thinks I should (reality TV/movie romance).

I feel different. A mix of happy that I understand why I was hanging on so tightly but sad that I know it's time to let go. Throw on some guilt because neither of admitted this before we got married. Still, I'm happy we have 2 amazingly awesome kids. I'm not sad that my kids will have divorced parents. We'll be great co-parents.

M:42 W:43
T:14 M:10
S:9 D:5
W filed 12/22/14
EA 12/31/14
PA 4/10/15
D final 5/13/15