Quote: Why am I still so scared that this will fall apart? How do I assure myself that we are going to make it?
Simple, attainable goals... Once the goal is reached the next builds on the success of the last. PMA builds and the negative thoughts are pushed aside by the overall success of the sitch.
Probably the best assurance that you will succeed is to read back through your thread to see how far you've come. Now, also become aware of the things you found you HAD to leave behind to grow in your R. As long as you continually fight to leave those things behind, there can only be brighter days ahead in you R.
