Although I am doing alot better now, I think my health has gone downhill since all this started. I don't know what I would have done had I not found this board. The help and advice I have received here has helped tremendously! Just this morning, I almost had another panic attack. But was able to calm down and remember what I was told here. I do have medical issues that need to be addressed because of all that I have dealt with. At least I am not waking up every morning stressed out. For the past few weeks, I have been very happy and energetic in the morning. I think it drives my wife nuts, but I am happy.
Me:44 EXW 44 Wonderful Children M11, T14 BD 6/14 OM Confirmed Divorce Final 2/25/16 "It works if you work it!"