WAH - gone almost 1 year, still so hard.

[stacey9]

Sorry I've not posted here for ages, but I still keep up to date on the posts every day, usually on my phone during lunch breaks.

Just feeling a little down tonight. H told kids today he is moving away in a few weeks. He said he will be back to see them every so often. He didn't feel the need to tell me because obviously its none of my business. It's a lovely place he's moving to, full of young professional people, with loads of nice places to go and is in a big bustling city.

I think he's becoming the person he's always wanted to be - not the man stuck in a rut with a wife he no longer loves and 2 head strong grown up children.

I know this is just a temporary set-back, just like when I found out they were living together and when I first saw them together, and I'll soon feel like myself again. It's just so hard to think he'll be so far away from us.

On the plus side at least I won't be worried about bumping into them every time I leave the house. It's just another stage in his journey I'll just have to get used to. I just can't help but think he's found his happy ever after.