It's finally over. She told me over the weekend that she wasn't attracted to me, didn't want to touch or me to touch her. She doesn't want to be alone with me, and doesn't think it will come back. I think I'm finally ready to give up.
It still hurts very much, but also like a weight lifted. I'm still going to continue with myself getting to a better spot, but have a lot of work to do. Need to get out of a lease somehow, figure out the kids arrangements and so on. Feeling heartbroken of course, but I know right now this is for the better.
