Part 17 - Edz, living in interesting times

[edz]

Edz

Please detach from W. You know I mean let go of the outcome, you can still stand.

For months my lovely Edz, you ruminate on every whimsy of W, up when things look roses and down when the skies are grey. Just think about Edz needs as if you were V, or Jim, or Gg or Gan or Toots or any other here that thinks the world of Edz.

What would any of us want for Edz? It is like you are on the whip tail of a runaway truck. It is too much responsibility for anyone (even W) to take on board. Let the tow bar go and start your own engine Edz.

BFT is along for the ride too, extra chicken here for BFT tonight.
V

Lady V,toots,rd,jim and all you guys.

Thanks, yes I know I got sucked back into the vortex over the past few weeks. Im not ashamed to say I had a good cry last night and let it all out again. Slept like a baby and feel much better today. Feel free to let me know if Im slipping again.

Yes, I want her, my marriage, our future back on the table. I'll have a life without her if I must but I dont want that. Equally I cant live on jumping at every text or email.

I have things to plan and do, w wants time to think. I return the gift she gave me at the begining of this trip I will get on with making this new me that has clearly peaked her interest more than the wreck I had become.

Strong words, let's see some actions from me too.

Thanks all.